Sunday, June 28, 2009

6 months approaching

Yup, 6 months is approaching, and it is hitting me hard. I haven't been sleeping, and I don't really know what to do with myself. I have put a lot of energy into the headstone fundraiser. But at this point I am discouraged. it has petered out, I don't know any other places to post about it, and asking others to repost it hasn't gone well. I just don't have a big enough presence on the net I guess. I have done about as much in her baby book as I can. I am just running out of things to do for her. So what do you do when there is nothing left?

I guess I will find a new video for the front page.


Here is Genevive the morning that she got sick. I have watched this a lot to see if there were any signs that I missed. I had her out for a couple hours.


2 comments:

Catherine W said...

Thank you for your kind comment on my blog. I've read the piece you wrote after Genevive's death and I think I am going to have to stop there as I am crying too much.
I am so terribly, terribly sorry that you lost your precious daughter. Genevive was such a beautiful little girl, with her lovely fluffy hair. Both my girls were bald so I am always very impressed by babies with hair!
It must have been so horribly shocking, so unexpected to lose your 'big girl' to NEC. Although she was smaller than your Lillian, I also feel as though I lost my 'big girl'.
My heart breaks for you and your family. It is such a strange mixture of emotions to lose a twin. I hope that Lillian continues to thrive and grow.
Will be back to read the rest of your blog soon xx

Emily said...

Sweetie, I was directed here by Melissa's blog. I'm so sorry for you, the grief you must face every day. I'm praying that your headstone mission pulls through. Please let us know how you're doing...